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[10 Oct 2005|01:28pm] |
he cheated...
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[06 Oct 2005|01:58pm] |
update.
i love my boyfriend.
end of story!
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| My ass hurts... my legs hurt... and i could barely get outta bed this a.m.. lol gee i wonder why!!! |
[22 Sep 2005|01:21pm] |
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My legs and ass is killing me! lol dont ask why... I went and got my nails done yesterday for homecoming... Then i went to Jasons house with Kee until 7. They were smoking weed and shit and it just pisses me off so much when he does it and expects me to be allright with it. im sitting here in a computer chair for another hour and my ass is killing me omg lol long day yesterday. im so tired too. like i wanna pass out and like wake up saturday morning. AAH Saturday is homecoming! im so excited. my dress is so cute omg lol i looveee it. i have to get some self tanning shit though because all my tan from the summer wore off or out or whatever lol. so now im white. :( but not for long. i am so tired. we're doing job applications in business and theyre kinda weird. i typed in lawyer but then just typed in real estate agent because i know about that shit because my mom wanted to be one and such lol. but i know shes always just gunna be a bartender. OMG my legs hurt so bad... we got a limo for homecoming too... well lauras moms boyfriend got it. im so excited. i have to be home at like 1 or 2 though. my moms like if u drink, drink the good stuff, not the cheap shit bcuz that will give you a hangover. im like ok mom but im not gunna drink lol. which i probly wont...
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| My mom's a bitch. I'm addicted to my cell phone... which i dont have!!!! 0.o |
[15 Sep 2005|01:13pm] |
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Big fight last night with my mom.
Called her a bitch just kidding around and she took it seriously and flipped out on me.
She took my cell phone away and i cant talk on the house phone or go anywhere for a week.
I cant even go to my aunts house this weekend and get my hair highlighted for homecoming!!
I fucking hate her so much!!!
I got my mid-term report thingys on tuesday and i was like ohh shittt!
lol i got:
C-Geometry, C-English 2 Honors, C-Drawing/Painting 1, and A-Business Systems and Technology.
Im completely lost in Geometry... English i can recover to about a B if i actually try to read To Kill A Mockingbord... Drawing, wow, that lady is whacked.
You have to draw drawings as good as Picasso and Di Vinci and shit to get an A lol so i guess i can pull that up if i get better at drawing.
And in business all i have to do to keep my A is do my work like ive been doing.
I didnt show my mom my report.
I didnt wanna get in any more trouble and miss homecoming or something.
Oh man i got the cutest dress lol Its like pink and stuff.
So cute!
I'll put a pic on here when i get home i guess... if i can get on the computer.
Uhh.. im gunna go do work i guess... thanks for commenting you guys!! <3
Megan
06.05.05 <3
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| Its 1:33 and im already done with all my computer work for business... |
[06 Sep 2005|01:22pm] |
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Monday we had a cookout at my house.
My boyfriend came over and we chilled at the beach for a while and then made our way to my house.
Yumm food lol just wut i need. haha.
*
Well...
Its 1:33 and its 4th block.
Im already done with all my work and we've only been in class for 9 minutes.
During third block i didnt get to work on my chair.
Mrs. Koenke called me down to the media center along with like 50 other people to take some reading thing.
Shes like "all of you will have a reading class next semester."
I dono why i have to take a fucking READING class.
Im smart lol.
I have honors classes.
How the hell could i have honors classes and almost get straight a's if i needed intensive reading?
Figure that one out.
If i get intensive reading im switching out because i dont need it.
Im just shy and dont like reading and presenting stuff in front of other people.
Thats the only reason why im not in chorus or the musical theater at seabreeze.
I love to sing and im not too bad lol but i just get so damn nervous in front of other people.
I dont know why.
When i think about it, it seems like nothing and then i get up there in front of everyone and i just choke... its like i cant talk.
This year is the first year that i refused to read something out loud, and that was only because it was a poem in english.
Fuck that.
God i still have like an hour before i get out of here.
I think im gunna go write my baby a note.
Yep, lol.
<3 Megan
06.05.05
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| omg my boyfriend is seriously a handfull!!! |
[31 Aug 2005|12:43pm] |
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I am seriously going to kill my boyfriend.
Omg lol.
He got another mother fuckin referral!!!
He has my cell phone with him right now.
Hes running back and forth in front of the door lol.
I love him so much.
I need my phone though.
I swear if he calls people and runs up my minutes...
OOOH lol!
Hes so cute.
He wore jeans today and a white tshirt.
Hes so cute.
And hes all mine.
Yayyy lol!!
But yeah i still need my phone.
And he better not get fucking expelled or school is gunna suck.
45 minutes until the bell rings.
I cant wait to get home.
Yesterday when it rained i went out in it and got soaked lol but it felt so good.
So i guess im gunna do the same thing today.
Whatever though.
Some 9th grader in my business class just told me homecoming is September 23rd.
Aah i need to go dress shopping like now lol
I gotta get a pretty dress.
Awww my babys gunna get all dressed up lol
Sooo mother fucking hott.
I love him so much.
Ok, enough of the mushy love stuff... lol
Im gunna go and spend like 35 minutes doing nothing.
I have a 101.4% in this class lol.
<3 Megan
06.05.05
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| Ive been crying all day and now my eyes burn with hate... |
[29 Aug 2005|01:30pm] |
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Who ever said best friends are forever was sadly mistaken.
Who ever thought secrets could be kept were wrong, and wrong indeed.
What i thought was strong,
Musn't have been so strong in the first place.
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My "best friend" and boyfriend and another friend skipped today.
Without me.
Long story made short, text messaging, fighting, breakup.
Not good.
I love him so much,
and i didnt want to lose him.
My "best friend" and her friend talked him into breaking up with me.
They were like shes a bitch and mean to you all the time and shit...
I just dont understand how he let them get into his head.
I love him.
Enough to resist temptation.
Do you know how easy it would be for me to leave him and be with someone else?
Very.
But i dont because i love him.
I am in love with him.
And i want all of him... forever.
It was the longest day of my life.
And somehow it was worse than any other breakup i've dealt with.
->I cried a lidl during 1st...
-->A LOT more during 2nd...
--->And by lunch i was a fucking waterfall...
---->Third block i began to become all teared-out...
--->He showed up at the art room door and asked me to come out.
-->I told him i couldnt and id see him at break.
->Break came.
*And now im sitting in 4th block, and no longer single.
<3 06.05.05 <3
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| DUDE!!!! Buisness is so gayyy! i wanna eat a bat! :( |
[25 Aug 2005|02:00pm] |
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Buisness class is so gay.
it wont let me go on myspace :(
which BLOWS!
im sad now lol.
oh well.
atleast i got my boyfriend.
yup i got a new boyfriend.
hes so cute omg lol i love him so much.
we've been going out 3 months on September 6th.
and my bestest friend lola is awesome.
so is julie!!
and zach and buddy and tommy and kris (yes the ex) lol.
Kris tried on Julies girl pants today and he looks like jack from nightmare b4 xmas with those damn ae jeans on lol but it was funny.
Someone in my class keeps on making squeaky noises in their chair and i might just have to go find them and shoot them.
mother fucker.
the teacher moved us because stupid people dont do their work and so now we have assigned seating.
i cant see the clock from where i am.
this REALLY sucks...
so i guess i have to go do work.
how depressing.
<3 Megan
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[27 Apr 2005|07:48pm] |
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Ohio Is For Lovers __ Hawethorne Heights |
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Omg!!! Have i had a wild few days...
*Last weekend: My aunt and uncle split up last saturday morning. So to help, my mom flew to virginia to move my aunt and little cousin out from my uncles house. In a result of them breaking up, a restraining order was filed for two weeks, restraining my uncle from any contact with my little cousin and aunt for two weeks... which wasnt that bad if you ask me... but anyways...
*Tuesday nite: At 8:39 pm my little cousin called here, to florida, from virginia crying. He was all shaken up. My aunt had taken my little cousin out to dinner that night at her work and on their way out my uncle began to approach them. My aunt warned him to get away and leave them alone. She proceeded to ignore him and fasten my little cousin, philip, into the explorer to go home to their apartment. My uncle then began to run after my aunt with a pistol until she ran into her work which they locked the doors to and called the police. My uncle took philip to their old house on west wyatt avenue where philip called us crying. He told us that his daddy took him from his mommy at the grill and he was at his old house. He also said daddy had a gun and told him that if anyone were to try and take him away from my uncle, he was going to shoot them. The swat team surrounded the house and waited from about 10pm until about 3 hours ago.
*Wednesday: Philip and my uncle had still not emerged from the house since the previous night. The only evidence that there was someone in the house was an occasional visit to the door from both my cousin and my uncle every so often. Since the swat team and all the police had given my uncle so many chances to give up and come out of the house with his hands up, they decided to take a different approach to the situation. They sent a little robot up onto the steps of the house and dropped a microphone for my uncle to talk to the police, the minister, his parents if necessary. My uncle came out of the house with a gun and ahot the robot and was shooting at the swat team and police and so they just open fired on his ass. He passed away at about 4:30 this afternoon in the hospital.
*Just to inform you, people are crazy... especially when its enhanced by drugs or alcohol. In this case my uncle had snapped. He had the one thing he loved more than anything else in the world taken away from him and he snapped. And the alcohol didnt help any... That was why my aunt left him in the first place. You think he would have learned, but i guess not. Most people dont. Im not trying to preach of anything because thats not what im all about. Im not about to tell anyone what to do with their life, believe me...i learned the hard way not to do that to someone you really care about. but anyways this isnt about me this is about my cousin...
*Ive been through similar situations like this since i was very very little. I know what its done to me and the way i handle with things. I never said it was good. For all of you who dont know, my dad used to beat the hell out of my mom continuously. I grew up with that and so i thought it was pretty normal for parents to fight that way, and not just argue a little bit. I mean the last time my parents fought was when i was 11. That last fight WAS the last fight. My dad tried to kill me and my mom. He drug my mom across the grass by the hair and slammed her up against the tailgate of his truck. She risked her life to save me from getting hurt. She could have been killed, but she wasnt. Philips dad was. I can only remember all the fights and broken bones ive seen happen, and all i can think is what if i had seen my mom been shot... right in front of me. Yeah... I think things are messed up now... imagine how it would be if i saw that happen. Main point is that i dont want my cousin to have to go through the loss of a parent. I didnt have to worry about that. My dad was in and out of jail since i was born. I know nothing of him. I dont even know his favorite color... But philip had a good relationship with his father, and knew things that i can only imagine knowing about my father. I dont hate my dad anymore, but for a long time i did. I didnt understand how someone who claimed to love you so much could choose drugs over a family who was willing to return that love, and i just dont want philip to blame my aunt robin for any of this. It was just a situation that got way out of hand and she was just doing the best she could to protect him from getting hurt... just please... keep them all in your prayers if you pray, and if you dont, just please... take this as a lesson to be learned...
My Hopes Are With You...
Lewis Barber... 04.30.57 - 04.27.05
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